Friday, September 30, 2011

I can change...


I have been listening to their scripts for so long
I am a better person I know
So hold on...

I can change the very essence of my being
I can be whatever I want to be..

I have tried and failed
And failed and tried...
But I still believe that I can change
I can improve...
Even if they think that
It is not meant to be...

Monday, September 19, 2011

Don’t worry, you will get through!!


Patience is the key to happiness. But it is easier said than done. I read somewhere that you may not be able to fight your own fears but you can fight someone else’s fears. It means that you may not be able to solve your own problems , encourage your own self ,reduce your anxiety and stress but you can do that for a friend, a colleague etc.

How often we find our friends repeatedly encouraging us before an exam or an interview – “Don’t worry, you will get through!” and then this statement is repeated again and again till you finally get through. During all the testing times you are engrossed in a fight between the negative voice and the positive voice. No matter how hard you try to suppress negativity ,human mind is such that it will focus more on – “why you will fail ? “ rather than –“why you will be selected?” and the frenzy begins.

I thank all the friends who have fought my fears and disappointments for me. Who have kept all my worries at bay by repeatedly saying – Sahiba !! Tension mat le … Ho jayega!!!


:) :) :)

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Those four lines...


I read it again …

Those four lines

That ended us…

Ended me…


Was it that easy to finish?

Was it such a practical thing ?

Four lines…Your four lines

And my world fell apart…


I have erased everything,

But those four lines

I kept them safe.

A remembrance to heartache

A toast to your cowardice

Poetry of my helplessness…



I read it again…

How beautifully

You accepted your lies,

Like a mirage

In front of my eyes,

Thought I could look through you

Thought you could feel my love…


But four lines, just with four lines

You ended and I endured…

Do you ever think back?

Of life without me?

Or you thought about it too often?

Did you think about her

When I thought about you?

Did you miss her

Every time I missed you ?



Somewhere someday

And I shall ask you

Just one time

One question, one rhyme

Did you love her?

When I thought you loved me….

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Goodbye Forever...


After a while you begin to realize that there's a difference

Between holding a hand and falling in love.

You begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something,

And promises can be broken as easily as they are made,

And sometimes,

Sometimes....

Goodbyes really are forever....


PS : From my quotes collection ,not written by me...

Sunday, July 17, 2011

In search of randomness...



We live two lives

One of our own

And one of others...

They made the rules

And you follow it

Never questioned

Never resisted

Kept smiling

Loving and Understanding

Being and Becoming

What others want you to be…



And time blurs the line

Between us and myself…

Their becomes mine

Mine becomes void…


But sometimes; some things

Bring out that song

Long forgotten…

That colour which faded…

Those people

Separated…

And in these times

You think …. Why?

Why? What? When?

Where is the line

That line between

You and yours,

And how will you ever

Draw it again…

How will you separate?

Responsibilities and happiness…

Commitment and attraction…



Can you? Can you leave that hand?

And walk away,

In search of yourself

Are you confident enough?

Can you? Can you leave?

That so called happiness…

Leave that worldly perfection,

In search of randomness…

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Whiling away time...



whiling away time...
whiling away life...
You need not make sense out of everything ..
drop that burden... drop it...
You need not make it meaningful,useful...
You need not use every single moment judiciously ...
You need not spend every single penny wisely ..
You need need not be a selfless person..
You need need not be a helping friend always...
You need not be the best performer...
you need not be a dedicated lover...
You need not be always available...
You need not be polite...

You can live for yourself...
You can act
You can lie
You can hurt consciously
you can be mean
you can fake
You can cry
you can hide
you can ignore
you can be boring
you can speak loudly
you can brag
You can crib
You can be strange
You can be stupid
You can change


I understand you... i do ..and I will let you be...
I am with you in your journey of meaninglessness...
You are free from the burden of making sense...
You are free from the burden of being yourself...
You can be someone else...
You can be any damn thing in the world ...
Original or copied...
I will try to accept you with open heart...

Whiling away time...
whiling away life..
trust me u can while away things...everyone does.. its peaceful in a way...

Monday, June 20, 2011

My Dearest Allie





My Dearest Allie.

I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.

Noah I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.


So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday.


PS: I found this in my quotes collection. It is probably from some movie. I loved every word in this and thus I am publishing it here. I have been trying to write a poem for so long but I am not able to finish any. So I have now almost five unfinished poems...Till I complete them I may post some of my compiled collection.Not written by me but still a part of me.