Whiling away time...

whiling away time...

whiling away life...

You need not make sense out of everything ..

drop that burden... drop it...

You need not make it meaningful,useful...

You need not use every single moment judiciously ...

You need not spend every single penny wisely ..

You need need not be a selfless person..

You need need not be a helping friend always...

You need not be the best performer...

you need not be a dedicated lover...

You need not be always available...

You need not be polite...

You can live for yourself...

You can act

You can lie

You can hurt consciously

you can be mean

you can fake

You can cry

you can hide

you can ignore

you can be boring

you can speak loudly

you can brag

You can crib

You can be strange

You can be stupid

You can change

I understand you... i do ..and I will let you be...

I am with you in your journey of meaninglessness...

You are free from the burden of making sense...

You are free from the burden of being yourself...

You can be someone else...

You can be any damn thing in the world ...

Original or copied...

I will try to accept you with open heart...

Whiling away time...

whiling away life..

trust me u can while away things...everyone does.. its peaceful in a way...

My Dearest Allie

My Dearest Allie.

I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.

Noah I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday.

PS: I found this in my quotes collection. It is probably from some movie. I loved every word in this and thus I am publishing it here. I have been trying to write a poem for so long but I am not able to finish any. So I have now almost five unfinished poems...Till I complete them I may post some of my compiled collection.Not written by me but still a part of me.

First rain..

I had clutter of thoughts

Some of love

Some of pain

Some of loss

Some of gain

Randomness revisited

Restlessness heightened

And then it poured

How we used to stand for hours near the glass window

Making hearts with fingertips

And that bike which got punctured

Long walks and short trips…

you hated puddles

and I loved splashing

you wanted instrumental

I wanted dirty dancing…

That night it poured heavily

I was drenched from head to toe

I missed your presence in the rain

I guess you would never know…

I looked at you, you smiled

And then you looked away

You were just behind the window there

But you seemed far away…

It’s raining again

And sometimes

Only sometimes

I miss u in the rain

The way I did that day

The way I did today…

And sometimes

Only sometimes

I would like to know

What were you thinking?

When you were looking away…

Nothing Special !!

Passing through the same road

Doing the same chores

Thought less

Numbness

Clueless

Life was passing by me

It was just another day

The same more or less

In the bathroom

Suddenly I saw a flicker of sunlight

Dancing on my naked waist

I smiled

Nothing special...

I cooked breakfast

Kitchen window gave way

To a subtle rush of air

And my long locks got entangled

I blushed

Nothing special

An early morning message from him

Warm fuzzy feeling inside

Nothing special...

As I was putting kohl

My eyes looked bigger

They sparkled

I thought

Nothing Special...

Gathered my stuff

Arranged my bed

And there lies my diary

I caressed it like my child

Wished it goodbye

It was hard to leave a part of you behind

But Nothing special…

I was getting late

But the lift was waiting right there

Lucky me, I thought

Time saved

Nothing special…

Reached office

Bumped into him

Then again saw him near the water cooler

He looked at me and kept looking

I didn’t know where to look

Funny…Embarrassing

Nothing special…

My boss praised me

He thought I was a very intelligent girl

I acted modest

Inside I was as happy as a child

Nothing special…

Returned

Roommates were discussing dinner

The most debatable topic

So menial yet so important

Place decided

Then No one was hungry

Stupid we were

Never sure

Nothing special…

The hot whether

Room was like hell

We slept on rooftop

Slept, chatted, laughed till wee hours

Nothing special…

Another morning

Puffy eyes

Aching back

It’s hot, humid

Another day

I will pass through the same road

Do the same chores

Thought less

Numbness

Clueless

Life will pass by me

It will be just another day

The same more or less

Nothing special...

they Inked the rules on her!!

She couldn't escape

She couldn't fight

From clothes to shreds

From days to nights

She stood there naked and shy

She paused and wondered why

She didn't resist but endured

Her Soul was bruised and blood poured

All she wanted was –“to express”

She dared to become a writer

They taught her a good lesson

And Inked the rules on her…

Yes, INKED THE RULES ON HER...

Soul keeps falling out!!

There are few truths,

You know abt yourself..

You hide

Never accept , keep mum,

never say it out loud...

Appear to be one in the majority

But hehehe...

Your soul keeps falling out.......

You straighten it

You scold ; you shout...

It mocks you

Then the Name calling

Nd it walks out…

I told you kiddo

Told you to watch out...

'dat Your restless soul;

That Bloody soul keeps falling out...

You are such a loser!!!

You lost me because I was your's

I can never lose you coz....

You were never mine...

You are such a loser!!!