I carry no more
That Sense of touch
that thing called love
we had so much...
Between separation and possession
I have got u but
I have lost myself...
And when I sleep at night without you;
Nothing more comes to my mind,
A state of non feeling
That surrounds me;
And neutrality that creeps in.
It’s been years since
I have been standing here,
But I have stopped waiting it seems.
Just boredom and no strength
to look for you
even a glance or stare.
I shut the drapes
the sunlight reminds me of the darkness
And sometimes I stop breathing
the loud silence that persists.
When the cold wind touches me
Wherever your fingerprints lie,
It neither hurts me nor loves me
like it used to
While I lie there naked and shy...
The world is just so busy; so engrossed,
to fill the gaps and emptiness,
to complete the incomplete stories;
to cover the carefully built distances.
And here I lay wide awake
thinking about no gaps to fill,
no games to play.
Just shouting in oblivion
absolutely nothing to say....
Written almost an year back..