What our lives are ?

"This is what lives are , aren't they ?

Attempts to fill our time with activity designed to prevent us from realizing that there is no MEANING ? "

Happy Realisation!!!

That feeling of wanting to do one thing thinking that it will give you peace and then when you do it you are still restless... And you don't find peace ... in writing , in sleeping , in eating , in making love , in listening to your favourite songs... Relax!! Nothing, absolutely nothing in this world can cure you of "LIFE"...

HAPPY REALIZATION...

We find them and we lose them...

I was watching her buying gifts for you

she was engrossed in making you happy

she questioned me on every breath--

"Should I give this ? ... or Will he like that ?"

A bottle of champagne or a glass of wine?

Or may be,, what do you think ...

this one would be just fine..

How hard it is to find someone

Who makes an effort to make you happy

Someone who would think about you

and smile all day long...

Its funny how love gives clarity

And Confuses at the same time...

How can a chit chat for a minute

Becomes storytelling for a lifetime...

We find them and we lose them

We distrust them and we hurt them...

Some leave in smiles and some in tears

But that feeling is always cherished

Sometimes for a day or two

And sometime for all the years...

"It is better to be in love and lost .. than never to have been in love at all ".....

Get a life !!!

I am not thinking about the past

Nor am I thinking of what will become of me...

I am thinking about the coffee that I am drinking

The brownie that I am eating

But not about the life that I am living..

Because I am not living it

It is happening to me..

So why waste time..

Why think about what it would have been

Why think about what is and what is it ?

I have switched of the thinking button

I am not ignorant ,

I am just giving space to my "LIFE"

I am letting it be..

I am not trying to control it...

I think I have stopped thinking about it at all times

I don't even know whether this poem rhymes...

My Dearest "Life" - "Please get a life!!!"

I seriously have other things to do

Than to bother about you ...

If only...

There are times when I think of holding your hand and never let you go…

There are times when I think of mingling your soul with mine…

If only I could lie next to you and cuddle you so tight…

I would be a peaceful woman with sleepless nights…

Have I asked for too much ?

Just comfort me

When I lie down on bed after a long day's work...

Have I asked for too much ?

Just fetch me a glass of water

when I can't stop coughing...

hold my hand when I remember my dead dog , lost job or a broken dream

Cuddle me in the cold winter nights

you know I get so shivery....

Buy me those pink roses that you never bought

Surprise me with your cooking effort

On a lazy Sunday morning

Or may be just a small message "I love you"

When I am busy with kids and you are with your friends

Please don't sleep when I recite my poems to you

At least appreciate as they are all for you

And sometimes when you think of me as beautiful

I will be glad to hear it...

Have I asked for too much?

I don't love you any more!!!

I don't love you any more ...

I cannot hold this love close to my heart

and sing lullaby for long ...

I cannot buy gifts on your birthdays

and send mails on anniversaries...

I can no longer smile to receive you

On the railway station...

For once , I am happy

That nothing will now be expected out of me...

I set you free ...

free from a person

incapable of loving you ,

the way you want to be...

love is like falling from a tall building

If you got to fall

let it be from the highest floor

And that is not me...